In lonely hours, the tears devour you -

2010-06-20T01:38:00.001+08:00

2010-06-09T20:08:00.002+08:00

my presentation speech is finally over!
some thing which ive been worrying about over the weekend
however prepared i am, i always did a lousy job.
everytime i finish my presentation , its saddening
suck at presentation

POM paper also over today. phew

i only survived on a glass of oatmilk in the morning;
and a waffle as lunch today.
how sad right!
today's lesson plan was so tight that we dun have time to makan

walk over to APPLE from school to acc wendy collect her itouch.
and she was one happy girl again.

Last paper tmr -INTWEB!
counting down to my holiday next week.
sort of in holiday mood already, seriously.

time to study again

Depressed and Moody

2010-06-01T22:25:00.002+08:00

Current mood: Depressed and moody

Despite all the hard work, it doesnt pay off.
im so failing the test today :(

still have 2 more upcoming test.
1 of which is presentation, which i suck at it too. sigh

i hope i can scape thru year 1.

i am so tired. my friends noticed it too.
2 weeks holiday's coming in 2 weeks time.
cant wait.
friends are planning to go out play/chalet.

nevertheless, when the holiday ends, its back to serious work.
with all the projects dueing.

Time management = very very essential and impt.

and dental appointment tmr.
can change the braces color again!
"the happiest time when having braces is when u can choose and change color", my dentist said.
didnt agreed initially, but now i do!
going to choose bright color. maybe orange?! ahhah

okay, going continue finding info and write the presentation speech now;
then head to bed!

2010-05-20T21:25:00.002+08:00

There's only mom, dad and me at home now.
while 2nd sis is at indonesia, whereby she will be back tmr ..
cant wait to see the gifts she brought back for us!
*excited! :D

3rd sis went over to her fren house to play mahjong and stay overnight.
Dad and mom are watching tv.
i just finished watching "with you" ep 6.
its the best time to study now.
but ive got no mood leh
dun like microeconomics lah. all must draw graph..
kept on procrastinating.

im stuck.
tmr, no school. cos of graduation day
but should i go Bugis with mom or my friends tmr.

think ill go with my mom. feel bad to have asked her the day before and end up leaving her at home for my friends :)
doesnt mean i dun feel bad for not going with my friends lah

im starting to think that my new friends at poly are fun too.
i have a crazy bunch of cliques and classmates!
from today onwards, i think ill be teased by YLing over that, everyday ........

okeh! going start revising for tuesday ICA!

3 events

2010-05-12T20:51:00.003+08:00

School ended early today
there's 3 event today.

1st, its yan ling birthday.
yup. my new poly clicks =)
so we went to Sakura International, a group of 13 in total.
we had buffet lunch.
its our 1st time going out of school.
the buffet was so full.
sang aloud happy birthday song for her.
ya, so everyone just turn and look at us lol

2nd, today is also our ITE Graduation Day
i didnt went, cos my frens are not going.

3rd, my 2nd sis and tommy, tgt with tommy's sister went to indonesia ..
i wished i can go too :(
i hope she can get smth nice back for us :D
i sincerely pray that they have a safe trip to and fro, and on sea =)
when isit my turn to go overseas again.

mom bought me a bag today.
heh heh. happy! :D

Its been a month since school start.
my mdis fren, vincent told me, poly is fun.
yeah so, i shall be optimistic abt that.
exams are coming so soon.
find some difficulties in microeconomic esp with so many graphs.
my classmates are like all so hardworking.
felt the stress sigh

Next monday, my lesson will end at 7pm!
like so late. by the time i reach home will be 8pm plus leh.
tiring lo.

unsatisfied!

2010-05-02T23:09:00.002+08:00

went to cousin house ystd
had buffet under the condo.
i think its kind of wasting my time haa
i dun have any "reunion" feeling.

slept at like 4am last night

then went pulau ubin this aftn with family and ah soh.
went the temple there to baibai
the weather was so hot okay ..
fed the mosquitos there with both legs. kns
very tiring lah. full of slopes =.=
i am feeling aches all over my body

i hafent finished my accounting tutorial!!
cos not sure how to do lah
i still got so many tutorial hafent do. feel like sleepy already.
tmr is a public hols for my sis lah ... BUT i still have class.
whalaos sigh.
so not satisfied with my life now :(

bye.

2010-04-26T20:24:00.002+08:00

2nd week of school today
but
i am falling sick already ~
having flu. and throat feels uncomfortable.
seriously, i need a good long sleep.
i feel like sleeping, be it in lectures or tutorial. eye lids are so heavy.
school is wearing me out :(

i think i need to take panadols later.

going to do Stats and MicroEcon soon
and tuck myself to bed.
lesson at 8am tmr :(

can the holidays come faster.
sigh

乌云遮蔽了天空

2010-04-22T23:16:00.003+08:00

went to see cca fair today
wanted to join badminton
but i heard sports cca start at 6pm.
afraid i cant take the tiredness
cos now i am already feeling sooo tired.
having to wakeup as early as 5am plus.
or either ending only at 6pm.
hence,
i joined community services !
i thought its kind of meaningful thing to do also. lol :)
but none of my frens wana join with me
so i join myself lah >:-(
whatever lah ~ its only like once a month kind.
get over it and be done with. and just get the cca points.

anyway
Friday's tmr
finally.
waited so long for weekend

almost 1 week at school.
felt as if i was there for very long.
still trying to adapt to their teaching system

Friends there are .... pretty okay ba.
but i still miss "psp girls" :(
so much to chit chat abt.
&
i miss the teachers spoon-feeding us with notes and tips.

ahh.
i miss so many thing!

going sleep soon.
lesson ending at 4pm tmr.
(still so used to lesson ending at 12/1pm!)
goodnight!

乌云遮蔽了天空
窗外又是阴雨时候
伞下的恋人中
不再有你我手牵手
一切过了太久
我们的十字路口
下一站是谁在等候
你我的方向盘却向着
相反的彼岸
终点还是分开
告别你我离开之后
这回忆可以保留
当初那美好的感动
你说你记住了
不为彼此难过
过各自的生活
你答应我的我都记得
但是你却忘了你的承诺
不是说好彼此都不再联络
谁都别再犯错
是我的固执让你难过
但是分手却也无法选择
我走了以后
你要好好生活
不要想我也别再哭了

Hectic Poly Life

2010-04-19T20:41:00.003+08:00

First day of poly life today
didnt meet my frens for breakfast at MAC
cos dunwant to wakeup early .. lol

went alone to look for lecture theater.
saw uma there .. but was rushing for time so didnt talk much.
was yawning away inside
going to take accounting module ......... again
feel the stress.

lunch with frens
after that went to buy lappy from road show during the 2 hour lunch.
BROKE.
waited so long for my frens buying FUJITSU.

back to tutorials.

went to Q up to buy notes.
long Q lah.s
my legs are feeling sour and tired now.

carry the 3 heavy notes and lappy home. zzz

got to wakeup 5am plus tmr
meeting frens at 7.30 ..

life's becoming more hectic.

but i had a nice dinner tonight after school =)

lessons end at 3pm tmr.
might be meeting mom to deposit money in bank.
need sleep early tonight.

night ppl.

NYP SBM Orientation

2010-04-14T20:33:00.002+08:00

Having SBM orientation tmr and on friday ..
8am to 6pm ..
10 long hours for 2 days ~
so sian.
so dun feel like going. dun like orientation =(

Dad's sacrificing his breakfast to drive me there.
heh so nice =)

having stomachache.
sucks.
muz sleep earlier tonight liao. *tries*

Busy like Bee

2010-04-08T22:37:00.002+08:00

Had been going out past few days.

went to dye and cut hair on mon with mom.

Tues, meet xw to go nyp to collect our enrollment package.
after that went white sand for lunch
and meet ly, whom i hafent seen like years. haha
went prawning with them
then bbq.
xw left after that.
had dinner with ly. and her bf join in later.
went off like 11plus
walk to bus interchange only to kno last bus for 88 dunhave liao.
had walk back to take cab. saw my cousin

wed, went to dental and put braces on.
speech affected. eating also affected. lol
now only need to go back 1 month later. =)

today,
meet xw again. went to chai chee to do check up for poly thingy.
waited for like some time ...
after that, went chinatown to meet xin en and peiqi.
had dessert tgt.

tmr might be going down to uob to pay for sch fees with mom.
and then mon going to nyp again with xw to drop in the enrollment thing.

busy like bee.
next week also like quite busy with orientation =.=

so many forms on hand to fill in. urgh
tired.

No Pain No Gain

2010-04-01T20:24:00.004+08:00

Hafent been able to sleep well these 2 days
worrying abt exam results and poly posting
Finally .. everything is over.
i am satisfied with exam results.
and i got into Dip in Marketing nanyang poly.
not my 1st choice ..
but nevertheless .. still equally happy.

ych was so evil.
he said it must be an april fool jokes on me.
bah ~

need to go down to the school for enrollment package next tues.
will be going with xin wei.
unfortunately we are in diff course,
but at least i wont be going down alone.

going to watch "Wu Fu Dao" soon ..
then wrap presents
and pack my bag!
going malaysia kelong tmr with frens.
just got my new passport and going to use tmr =D
family thinks ill come back empty handed with no fishes.
yadah yadah ..
whatever. who knows ~
maybe ill come back with bulky box of fishes! hahah
ill be back!
night all.

Sentosa Uderwater World + Dolphin Lagoon !

2010-03-18T22:29:00.001+08:00

hafent been able to sleep well these days
since examination weeks ago ..
its wearing me out

wokeup at 9 plus today
then went for brunch with mama and sister ..
started raining so early
nevertheless we still went ahead with our plans to Sentosa
not to the Universal Studio thou its their 1st opening to public

monorail was so packed
still with 1 angmoh standing and blocking at the entrance waiting for the fren to go in
while im kena push in by kiasu people behind .. sighs angry*

we went to the Underwater World ~
walk inside for 2 rounds lol
then proceeded to Dolphin Lagoon
first time going in .. heh
watched the Seals perform - cute
then the Dolphins
but i think they shorten the performance due to the rain getting heavier, ya
we got drenched also.

went to take the tram for 1 round -.-
then went over to the Merlion

Afterwhich, we called it a day.

Dont know where to go tmr
felt so bored at home ..

Trying to upload peektures on facebook
but takes so long.

going to watch shen hua while waiting ~

Wisdom Tooth =.=

2010-03-10T21:18:00.003+08:00

I am not a wise person ...
BUT why give me wisdom tooth =.=
whats more ...
4 of them
wth
early afternoon was telling mom i dunhave ~
all thanks to zhongda evil cursing.

went to Hougang to help sis deposit money in bank with mom
then went over to Q&M dental ..
spend afew hours there lor .. sian

consulted the specialist dental
went to Xray teeth

happily thinking that its as simple as my frens' case
jus pluck tooth then put braces ...
only to hear the dental say ... i got 4 wisdom tooth
my case abit complicated
need do what mini implant .. and op for 1 stupid tooth
total estimating to more expensive then my frens one =(

told the dental ill go back and consider first ..
so ended up doing polishing, scaling and filling.
mom accompanied me in =)
cos im anxious. lol
aircon so cold that my hand shivered with those fears.
lucky the dental quite friendly
total damage of $280

still wondering whether to go for it not ...
how how ..............
worry abt the money cost and op + pain lol ..
but mom and dad's supporting me to go.

wish me good luck !

2010-03-08T20:51:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow is exam day!

paper starts as late as 3pm
and end at 5.30pm.
so late lah !

still not done with revising .
kept forgetting this and that ..
(memory is getting poorer ! )
sigh

didnt manage to sleep well last night too

have sort of plan what to do after tmr liao lo !
aha

Going to revise again now
then watch tv !

wish me good luck ~ !

Last Lap

2010-03-04T22:40:00.001+08:00

Final semester;
Final Exam next week!

then i will be freed.

=)

Dumb

2010-03-02T20:06:00.003+08:00

yesterday she said :
" tomorrow you all must come to school. its very impt. i will give back the mock test paper "

Hence.
went to school even if it means dragging my feet there.
sat in classroom for like 10 minutes ...

then she said :
" class, you may go now "

Classmates told me that the management hasnt gave her back those paper ...

so dumb ...
cant even call or pass down a simple msg ... to tell us dun need go ...
they duno the hassle of us travelling for 1 hour to and from school ...

i wont go back school to take back that mock paper ...
felt so dumb ...
rather spend the time to sleep at home then to go waste 2 hours travelling time
sit 10 mins and go.

Luckily i will be leaving the school in abt a weeks time

转过了头我依然看得见
那个我们努力妆扮的昨天
如今只剩下扮过的诺言
我想爱情的脸已经变得疲倦
再难以情牵
在改变
只不过苦苦喘咽
爱多美我们都曾体验
但那后要接受残缺
在改变
只不过算了吧就完结

想念最伤心但却最动心的记忆

2010-03-01T20:45:00.005+08:00

Saturday prawning was very good ...
all the prawns seem to be exceptionally hungry!
prawn until shiok ~ =D

Sunday. last day of cny ...
went to poh suan house at tiong bahru for dinner ..
watched them play 21 ... lucky i only play 2$ for 1 round .. =x
never even won once ...
totally no luck that day ....
went to find family after that ... took over dad's rod for prawning ...
cant even prawn 1 up -_-
either i missed, or the prawn come out of water drop back -_-"

ystd was the last day of NATAS FAIR ...
dad actually has the intention to go for holidays in mid march
but my sister need to prepare for her upcoming exams ... ~_~
soooo ... we cant go ... sigh
now i have to wait till june ? or dec ?
long long way to wait ...

have been sleeping in like 2 am plus this few days ...
so tired

now .. i got so many shows to watch ... heh ...

没那麽简单就能找到聊得来的伴
尤其是在看过了那麽多的背叛
总是不安只好强悍
谁谋杀了我的浪漫

没那麽简单就能去爱别的全不看
变得实际也许好也许坏各一半
不爱孤单一久也习惯
不用担心谁也不用被谁管

感觉快乐就忙东忙西
感觉累了就放空自己
别人说的话随便听一听自己做决定
不想拥有太多情绪
一杯红酒配电影
在周末晚上关上了手机舒服窝在沙发里

相爱没有那麽容易每个人有他的脾气
过了爱做梦的年纪轰轰烈烈不如平静
幸福没有那麽容易才会特别让人着迷
什麽都不懂的年纪
曾经最掏心所以最开心曾经

想念最伤心但却最动心的记忆 ...

No Pain No Gain ?

2010-02-24T21:40:00.000+08:00

Sooo sleepy.
i kept yawning from the time i wokeup today ...
eye lids felt so heavy

i went to bed like 2AM plus !!
was doing the frontpage project lah ...
finally handed in today ...
my frens came over my house too ystd aftn to do PR proj
after going down PTC tgt
i think the trip down is so unfruitful ....
its seriously a long day for all of us ystd lor

going to have a GOOD long sleep tonight.
cos i am not going school tmr !
going to sleep until afternoon.
then go vivo =D

the stupid ulcer is still here; not gone.
for 1 week plus already!
this is the biggest ulcer i ever have lah ... pain lor zzz

must be those chinese new year goodies.
sigh

going watch "the myth" now ~
cos tevin made it sounded so nice & with Hu^ge inside also ... aha
time to relaz after hard work.

more time needed !

2010-02-19T21:40:00.005+08:00

i have the ideas;
but i duno how to carry it out.
argh

now i have to change my ideas.
running out of ideas.
HELPPPP.

this few days till next Wednesday will be very drain out.
Monday, we'll be having mock test & will be travelling down to PTC after school.
Tuesday on leave to do proj with frens.
Wednesday is the submission of both projects.
(why are the schedule so tight ?! )

How do i find time to study for the mock and do projs -.-
probably not studying for the mock test.

anyway, shopping with mom jus now. mom bought me a mini speaker.
GoodLuck, sister! after i officially grad, i will bombard u with all my loud music =D
catched Lion Dance at compass point jus now. niceee. when i free thn post the video.
tmr is finally sat!
weekend is the time to relaz! (not going to worry abt sch stuff. dun care. haha!)

p/s: sorry dexter chua! no badminton session this evening just now! probably next week after all my projs are done with. or might as well wait till after 9 march when im officially declared ... no need to go back school, ok?! tenghong said he wants to play also. ahah.
very tiring now.

its time to generate more ideas.

(luckily i still have yc to seek help from) heheh

Fun Fair!

2010-02-15T12:29:00.009+08:00

CNY eve steamboat was niceeee.
ate until cant eat anymore aha
didnt go out that night thou

CNY Day 1.
prepared, dressed and went ahma house to bai nian.
kind of boring. like always. haa
went to pickup ah soh from his house in the late aftn
and went loyang temple tgt.
went looking for places to settle dinner ...
but couldnt find any ...
so ended up at MACDONALD.
they ordered so many food lah ..
ate until so bloated again =.=

went home after which.
bathe. and prepared go out again.
2nd sis asked me and 3rd sis out. heh
tommy's fren drove over to angbao river for fun fair.
so not used to sit van. makes us so nauseous.
went to meet zhongda there.

took sometimes to decide wat rides to play.
finally decided on ............... this !

zhongda's "wonderful" idea to go for this.
my god lor ... 360 degree turn.
whapiangz ... scarily terrifying!
felt as if can drop off lo. lol
the part at the highest point. stopped, and left u hanging upside down -.-
cant wait to get out of it. hah

then went for the 2nd which is also the last game for us
the spinner.
so fast lah. windy also.
come down = giddiness.

i dun think i will go for 2nd time. ahah ... =\
just 2 games, 4 person = $60+++ gone.

then went jalan kayu for supper
roti prata.
waited like 1 hour plus lo ~_~
after which tommy's fren drove us back.
slept like 2plus.

CNY Day 2
wokeup like 8plus.
help mom to prepare food.
relatives coming over.
they only left like 4plus.
played game with sis, tommy and his sister.

going out now.
half the day is gone.

poly application

2010-02-12T22:11:00.003+08:00

Poly application finally ended ...
Finally applied courses in poly
had been troubling over it for few days.
becos of the application i seek afew ppl opinion.

becos of the application,
i forgot abt time and talk to zd until 2am
and
wakeup early in the morning ystd to go temple, before going school
met my cousins and ask alot of qns lol

now .. waiting for the outcome of the applications
and upcoming exams.

met dexter today cos i asked him to help me print out the application thingy
thanks eh.
cos my stupid printer dun work .. arghh
time to ask dad buy new one.

i receive a letter today.
got edusave merit bursary! hehe
but ....
i think i cant apply for it ... like kns ... make me happy for nth ...
anyway i also duno why i got it lah
since i felt my results has drop. tremendously. at least to me..

tmr is cny eve.
cant wait.
steamboat for dinner with family!
nicenice. dining table with spread of nice food :D

i found a dental to go for braces. lol
auntie recommended me.
maybe after cny or graduation free then go ...

shopping

2010-02-08T22:05:00.003+08:00

now that cny is just round the corner ... in just few days ..
everywhere is soooo crowded ... esp supermarkets/hypermarket.

went to tampines giant to buy things on saturday
and its so crowded lah ...
dun even have trolley to push ...

headed to AMK NTUC ystd ...
also very crowded ...
irritating ... with ppl stopping in the middle and just get stuck there ...

i got my 1st angbao ystd from ahma .. hehe. gave mom half of it =)

just came back home not long ...
went to bugis with mom and 3rd sis ...
went shopping for cny clothes =D ~

having excel CA tmr.
wish me good luck ~

ah. dunno why leg hurts.
bone suddenly sore and painful. sian

rest time. night

p/s: i walked the path. so familiar.

我已经跟不上你的步伐

2010-02-05T23:01:00.001+08:00

是你变了吗我的影子笑我的人好傻
是你变了吗我已经跟不上你的步伐
是你变了吗对你的感觉应该停止吧
已经不明白你的想法
已经不再看见你眼中的牵挂

2010-02-04T23:33:00.000+08:00

天鹅湖边鸟来 - 木目心相连 - 经常偶尔来遇人

Feverish

2010-02-01T20:26:00.002+08:00

still feeling sleepy
dunno isit the effect of medic ..
althou i had a short nap jus now.
went to sleep immediately when i reached home jus now.
far too tired.

going to nap awhile now again.

明明爱很清晰却又接受分离
我只剩失恋的权利

虽然很努力练习着忘记
我的心却还没答应可以放弃了你
真的对不起答应了你不再爱你
我却还没答应我自己

恨安定愛變化

2010-01-31T22:19:00.003+08:00

SICK.
feel even more tired.
feel like taking MC tmr.

找不到人說心裡的寂寞
找不到人懂怕黑的折磨
找不到命中注定在一起的那个人
很多人都像我一個人過生活
愛只有簡單筆畫卻比想像複雜
恨安定愛變化
我愛過幾個人也被愛過幾遍
卻還是沒能將幸福留下
愛是不可数的嗎
為何我還相信它不是獨行俠
我在等一個人在等我的永恒
告訴我愛不單行別害怕 ...

我不会爱

2010-01-29T20:10:00.002+08:00

心情：烦躁

had lunch with mom at cp today after school.
had a small discussion with her ...
and i think ive somewhat some decisions made =)

spent half the afternoon folding fishes using angbao for decorations.
hafent been folding origami for quite some time ..

i think i might be quite busy next week.
with projs .. cny thing .. spring clean .. etc etc ...

going watch a movie and then the 9pm show. - to relaz

Deprivef of Sleep

2010-01-27T22:30:00.003+08:00

lesson was supposedly to be at 9am ..
but ...........
was selected to be out of 5 to attend some career fair at dover ite with 2 way transport.
was told to report at 8.15 AM today ...

so i wokeup like 6am ...
reached school at 8.12 AM
saw no bus. no one at foyer.
went canteen and waited ....
until abt 9 AM ...
the teacher in charge say smth happen ..
no buses came .................
either we go ourself or go back lesson .........................

KNS. sooo .............
make me wakeup sooooooooo early.
deprived me of abt 1 hour of sleeeeeeeeeep.
1 hour of travelling to SCHOOL.
waited abt 1 hour for the bus.
gahhhhh. angry.

after school went to meet mom at hg mall ...
went to buy some cny decorations thingy. weather was scotching H.O.T

2 more days to weekends.
cant wait for sat again =)

16 days to cny !
i hafent buy clothes.
i hafent spring clean finish. or rather hafent really start.
feeling lazy and tired ...
projects deadline are coming again. sigh

Have a Break, Have a Kit Kat.
i want to go overseas for a break ~~~~ just a little nod from dad ...
seems hard.

.........

Pics

2010-01-25T22:09:00.002+08:00

went to the Singapore Flyer last fri.
went on my own with xin wei ..
and we waited so long for them zz

xin en bought her nice pink cam but forgotten to bring sd card ! lol

at the highest point of the flyer ~

it rained in the morning hence the raindrops on the window

went to marina for early lunch ..

went starbucks to slack ~ and challenge the high score of on xin en's iphone game
lol ~

*tevin concentrating so hard to break the high score. ahah

Sat

had early dinner with the plan of going chinatown
but receive uncle's call that ahgong is admitted to TTSH ...
so we went there; canceling our plan ..
the procedures was a hassle.
got to Q up to register , chop prints , get stickers.
and 4 vistors per patients only.
went out with parents whilst sisters waited downstairs.
after that i came down to let them go up. troublesome.
left at 8pm when the visiting hour is over.

went prawning at 10pm plus to 2am plus.
slept at 5am plus. super tired.

Sun

wokeup at 11am plus.
went out with mom and sis to eat "brunch"
tabao food and went over ahgong hse cos' he had been discharge.

went chinatown at night like 8plus ..
still quite crowded. bought few things there ..
i think next week might still go ! =)

forever bullying each other .. haa

went to hairdresser today with sis and mom.
bought some cny thingys just now

so sleepy ~
eye's closing.

Singapore Flyer

2010-01-21T20:42:00.001+08:00

this week seems to pass so slow ..

would be going to Singapore Flyer with school
in the morning tmr =)
had wanted to go experience it way back then ...

i need sleep !

2010-01-18T20:58:00.004+08:00

slept at 1am plus last night
wokeup at 6am in the morning
and reach home at 8pm.
spent abt 2 hours in sch doing projs
and abt 5 hours in xin en house to continue.
travel from jurong back to sengkang
arghhh
such a long and tiring day

resting while waiting for my turn to bathe ...
then got to rush slides for presentation ..
TOMORROW. :(

dun have time to watch 海派甜心 !
haiz

p/s: i dun text u cos i want to see if u'll text me first ...

Projs and Proj

2010-01-17T23:10:00.003+08:00

forgot to bring house key ystd ...
my family went home even later thn me ystd ...
waited for them at the shelter downstair ..
the weather was so breezy and cold .. blah

hafent complete the project report when the deadline is tmr ..
sigh ... tired ... feel like ponten-ing ...
lesson at 8am ...
going try rush finish it tonight ..

我们都曾经失去爱情
从你的身上我认识刻骨铭心
错过的花季
我的心也纠结成体
我们都曾经非常努力
却常常的叹息
常常有了疑问句
所以我离去
偶尔很清醒
偶尔却抗拒
偶尔有睡意
偶尔很伤心
当我们反复联系
想让爱归零
但无能为力
偶尔很开心
偶尔却下雨
偶尔有梦醒
偶尔很想你
当我们总是安静

SUDOKU

2010-01-08T23:48:00.000+08:00

Trip to RP openhouse today ..
was boring. would be more interested if its TP or NYP.
lunch at CWP after which. then the bday gal left.

I am into SUDOKU now
hahah its fun !
cracking brains; so brain wun go rusty !
played with dad jus now.
YCH claim that he's a pro .. someone whose much better thn me in figures ..
lost to me ~ LOL (cant believe i won) =pp

who want play tgt ? msn =)

turning in to bed soon.
going ah ma house tmr.
its going to be a long long day ~
night !

Cirque Du Freak:The Vampire's Assistant

2010-01-07T21:48:00.003+08:00

lesson was in the aftn.
but i wokeup in the morning.

met peiqi at JP.
went to kfc for lunch
and then look for xinen bday present.
im broke for the week. but its ok.
cos she love it :D

Advanced Happy Birthday, Xin En !

no lesson tmr.
cos we are going to RP openhouse.
so far.
maybe going out with the girls awhile after it ends
to celeb xin en bday =)

hoho ~
Cirque Du Freak:The Vampire's Assistant movie is out :D
dunno is it as nice as the book.

im tired.
its friday tmr! weekend is here again
how fast ~~

痛都会走的

2010-01-06T21:35:00.000+08:00

哭过就好了
伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸著割舍
爱是为了拥抱为了牵手
不是为了争吵为了调头
哭过就好了
痛都会走的
记忆有限所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了

School Resume

2010-01-03T23:06:00.002+08:00

School resumes tmr !
lesson as early as 8am ...
1st day ... and its so early ...

no more sleeping till late aftn
booo.

tired.
think going to hit the bed soon!
night !

ECP

2010-01-02T00:15:00.000+08:00

dinner with dad's fren at tamp early like 5plus
tabao dinner for sis
slack there for some time and eat tidbits.

went east coast ~
walk awhile
then went burger king aha
supper.

last day tmr before school reopen.
boring ~~~~

在雨中我送过你
在夜里我吻过你
在春天我拥有你
在冬季我离开你
有相聚也有分离
人生本是一段戏
有欢笑也有哭泣
不知谁能谁能躲得过去
你说人生艳丽我没有异议
你说人生忧郁我不言语
只有默默的承受这一切
承受数不尽的春来冬去

Happy 2010 !

2010-01-01T23:21:00.004+08:00

Bye 2009 !
Hello 2010 !

2010 ...........................

i've few things to do in 2010!
ill be graduating in 2010 soon!
ill be ............................
ill be ............................

i spent the new year eve in fren's house at sengkang
had steamboat.
played game;
watch fireworks ~
learn mahjong. lol

slept for abt 3 hours and went out with family.
sleepy ~ aha

school is reopening on coming mon!
no time to sleep liao lo! boo

p/s: anyone know where got affordable, nice dentist for braces ?

Those Good Old Times ~

2009-12-23T17:35:00.001+08:00

the day we had steamboat after projs
had combined all the photo in one.

have been clearing out old stuffs from cupboard these 2 days.
came across the letters liyin and van wrote to me.
hah
those were the good old times in sec sch ~ miss them.

having rashes again now
sickening. damn itchy.
argh :@

BYE!

steamboat

2009-12-19T22:51:00.000+08:00

went to do projs ystd
was quite a last min decision i think ?
met at bugis.
took a long time to find a place to settle down.
ended up at mos burger.

short discussion on the proj
then we chit chatted lol ~
gengfai left ~
and we went shopping haha

steamboat for dinner ~~
we had so many veggies instead of meat lol ~
show u how much there is when i can get the pics ..
ate until very bloated. lol
laughed at each other =_=
continued to walk ..

left like 10plus.
mrt still so crowded.
had to stand all the way home with a bloated stomach.
sighs

continuation of prawning tmr ~ heheh

nights

Zombieland

2009-12-16T23:12:00.000+08:00

ZOMBIELAND today with zd.

sorry, i was late ! hoho
the show was not that scary like my sis had told me.
but i still got shock by the loud sound effect twice =.=
thats why i dun like to watch horror movie in cinema !

coincidentally chanced upon gwen ~
the last time i saw her was like 2 years ago during graduation time ..

sleepy now ~
smth pop out at the side of my eye. pain ~ pssst.

goodnight.

p/s: okto's national geographical show is nice. interesting! i likeee.

CHILLI CRABS !!

2009-12-11T19:00:00.000+08:00

went AMK hub with mom and sis ystd.
bought the gifts for exchange already ! =)
and now im so broke.
money in bank is depleting ! ahhh

and hence,
i have applied for 2 jobs just today!
i hope i can get a reply from them ...
got plenty of plans for the coming year 2010 ...
but dun have the financial to do so. blah ~

anyway,
TODAY, supposedly to be watching the storm warriors with CH lor !
but it was cancelled ! =( nevermind.
i wokeup today like 9plus to prepare for the movie leh ..
but i end up with diarrhea & no appetite. sighs
went toilet for like 7 or 8 times already lah ..

mom insisted to go buy medic ...
so we went to the family clinic we always went.
but they nvr open. off for like 4 days =_=

so we went hougang mall to eat.
then went NTUC to buy food.
crab crab.
will be having CHILLI CRAB for dinner tonight. <3
carried all the food home. so so so heavy.

encounter an angmoh picking up a fight with a malay in LRT.
whatever. its just some lame thing i think.
the angmoh jus walked out of the LRT shouting "HELP" and ask the malay guy to wait for him.
"HELP" ... zzzz lame lah. sigh. ( just some entertainment for us commuter, i suppose ? )

* gets ready for chilli crab !

p/s: my dear friends, hafent confirm when to meetup for X'mas yet. ahhh

Router

2009-12-10T14:06:00.002+08:00

had a chat with Eng last night.
we talked abt internet wireless.
and my router is not security enabled.
i know definitely waht consequences it might lead to if someone hack in.
but i cant be bothered lah.
cos i dunno how to config router!
but Eng made it sound so easy.
so i asked dad to help me fix and wire up the Mio Box which was deliver to us in May.
the 2wire router has sat there for like 7 months rotting!
haha

i spent like hours on phone with Eng until 12 plus midnight trying to fig out the pblm okay !
we tried so many methods but to no avail. urgh.
its already connected to internet. BUT i just cant serve net! kns.
tried until so sleepy and kind of fedup. so i decided to go sleep instead.

called up singnet jus now.
and the technician jus asked me to key in the address!
and ta-dah !
can serve net liao!
make me do until so tired last night. =_=
went over to config sis pc too. i kno how already ok!
fast learner leh! hahaha jk .. =\

now my router is security-enabled!
can use in peace! :D

i want to go amk buy things.
i want to go cycle.
maybe later.

Happenings at Vivo

2009-12-05T22:02:00.004+08:00

went vivo today with mom and sis. =)
its kind of crowded.
feel the Christmas atmosphere ~
its nice and quite happening :)

disney character dancing.
and there's this group of ppl playing drum walking ard the mall.
nice nice ~
i think its cute. heh
in terms of their dance. walking pattern && expression.
notice in the video, 1 of them de ear kena pulled! hahaha
couldnt get a clear view cos i was at the back
but technology is so advance !
use handphone to take the video from a far ! :)
quite clear and good - Samsung Omnia ! lol ~~~

i love the hat of theirs .. hahaha cute.

going temple tmr with family!

jingle bells ~ jingle bells

counting down to HOLIDAYS ~ ! yay ~

okay goodnight!

Mug

2009-12-03T21:57:00.000+08:00

Having Public Relaion CA tmr !!
hafent studied yet
felt like watching dramas. haha

textbook infront of computer.
the temptation to use is ahhh. irresistible!

kk ~
wish me good luck ..
its time to study. goodnight!

Everythings' Fine

2009-11-29T23:19:00.003+08:00

dad drove us to orchard ystd
Lights at orchard was pretty.

SITEX fair looks nice and crowded.
but ive got no money and time to really walk. saded !

prawning was good also !
everything's good.

except ... nvm

ive got so many dramas to watch !
but time not enough.

gone are the long weekends.
back to school tmr @ 8am. :(

goodnight!

Long Weekend

2009-11-26T21:13:00.000+08:00

Had a long day today
cos' we got a motivation talk -.-
nothing to say about school.

it's a PH tmr !
meaning no lesson + long weekends !

Joke of the day:

The Titanic was sinking, and there werent enough liftboats. So, the captain had to persuade male passengers to jump into the icy waters to make room for women and children.

To the British he said. " You must act like gentlemen. " They jumped.
To the Americans he said, " You can be Heroes." They complied.
To the Germans he said, " Its the rule. " They obeyed.
To the Japanese he said, " Its the consensus. " They obliged.

Then came the Singaporean and they just werent budging until he came up with the appeal: Free life jackets for those who jumped."

Time for Serious Business

2009-11-23T20:35:00.002+08:00

slept like 1 plus in the morning ystd
attended cousin's wedding.
i think the MC's for the night is not really good.
like not well prepared.
whatever it is, as long as the bride & groom are happy and satisfied.

school early in the morning.
tired and lack of sleep like always.
rained early in the morning. zz

took a nap in the evening. shiokness!

Joke of the Day:

A lawyer was driving and he was stopped over by the Police.

Police:"Why didn't you stop at the 'STOP' sign?

Lawyer:"I did!! I was coming to a stop! I did slow down!"

Police:"But you didn't stop completely!"

- Lawyer trying to outsmart the police thought for a moment..

Lawyer:"Hm... Ohh well! If you can show me the legal difference between stopping and slowing down, i'll give you my licence and you can give me a ticket!!"

Police:"Sir, if you insist.. Please step out of the car"

Lawyer got out of the car and the Police drew his baton and started whacking the Lawyer!!

Police:"Sir!! So you want me to stop? ... Or just slow down?"

p/s: i feel like watching "The Storm Warriors " .. who wants to treat me ? ahaha ;\

2009-11-21T00:07:00.000+08:00

To cousin WEDDING tmr.

waking up early :(
nights!

Gone

2009-11-20T20:26:00.001+08:00

had the AOFA CA today ..
i think i screw up some parts of it ..
i checked and checked. but i just couldnt figured out what and where it went wrong
never had such pblm in class practise. wth suay or wat ? not as if i duno how to do
sighs
there goes my grade A ='(
can i redo the paper ? zzz

it rained again.
got home and went back to sleep.
wakeup to eat lunch.
used pc awhile and went back to sleep again.
Life's Good !
cos the weather is nice to sleep. heh
seldom take aftn nap thou.

going to do some work first
before watching " Daddy at Home "

Joke of the Day:

Three patients in a mental institution prepare for an examination given by the head psychiatrist. If the patients pass the exam, they will be free to leave the hospital. However, if they fail, the institution will detain them for five years.

The doctor takes the three patients to the top of a diving board looking over an empty swimming pool, and asks the first patient to jump.

The first patient jumps head first into the pool and breaks both arms.

Then the second patient jumps and breaks both legs.

The third patient looks over the side and refuses to jump. "Congratulations! You're a free man. Just tell me why didn't you jump?" asked the doctor.

To which the third patient answered, "Well Doc, I can't swim!"

2009-11-19T20:39:00.003+08:00

AOFA ca tmr.
nothing much to study.
starts early. end early too.

our new sofa just arrive!
very comfortable leh!
heh.
nicenice ~

tv time.

Joke of the Day

2009-11-18T20:44:00.002+08:00

Joke of the Day:

Char Siew Pao hates Maggi Mee to the core.

One day, he saw Spaghetti, went over and gave her a tight slap.

He shouted:

"Don't think you rebonded your hair liao I won't recognise you ok!!"

HAHAHA !

p/s: how come i dun feel the stress, yet ? too slack ...

Joke of the Day

2009-11-16T22:15:00.002+08:00

Joke of the Day:

One hot sunny day in Singapore inside my fridge i heard.....two egg whispering.....

Egg 1 whispering to Egg 2: " Ehhh..... you see the last egg at the tray GOT HAIR ONE, spoil already still sit there.."

The last Egg overheard thier conversation and was very very Angry.And he said :
Halo, Peng yous. Lim Peh Not Egg, Wa Si ANG MO DAN !!!
(Hello, Friends. I'm not Egg, I'm a Rambutan!)

Life's Good

2009-11-11T20:23:00.002+08:00

went harbourfront for lunch with the girls today.
then went vivo to walk before returning back to school ..
quite long nvr go out tgt with them alr ...

no lesson tmr.
going simei ite for career fair with school.
going there myself and meet xw first.

this 2 weeks have been pretty good.
cos teacher released us earlier.so nice ~
got time to nap. haha

this few days got dramas to watch.
nicenice ~

9pm show starting soon.

wedding invitation card

2009-11-07T23:12:00.002+08:00

went to clear out all of my clothes in the cupboard ystd.
messy ~ ahah

cousin, fiance and aunt came over our house this aftn.
pass us their wedding cake and invitation card.
and chit chatted ..

im quite anticipating their wedding.
cos her fiance is another race - indian.
so im curious if the wedding differs in any way.

tired.
sleeping time soon.

Busy Busy

2009-11-02T21:48:00.000+08:00

The past few days have been raining.
sooo cold.

Saturday
went to ahma house
thn go jalan pasar malam at my house area.
so many nice food ~_~
had dinner and cut cake for mom birthday.
nice nice cake. i love cake. :D

Sunday
went fishing pond like 3pm.
it was the 3rd day tommy took over his sis biz.
so we went there to support and help.
so hot can. kept perspiring.
suggested mom and sis to go white sand to walk.
got air con !!!
shiok lor.
brought bread and cheese cake back to eat.
niceeeeeee cheesecake!
went back ard 5plus.
orders kept coming during dinner time.
super busy helping out. help them serve abit and take down orders.
quite fun. =x busy but satisfied. haa

our new sofa set came today.
but they brought wrong parts! ~_~
feeling sickish.

watching 企鹅爸爸
chen han wei's funny! aha
nights

2009-10-29T21:33:00.002+08:00

watched 食尚玩家就要酱玩 on chn u jus now.
so nice!
the duo, anthony guo and angus guo went around taiwan eating delicacies!

*drools
so wanting to go and taste -.-
looks so nice and appealing lah.

friday friday ~
heh heh.
i think im going to tpy tmr with mom!

Last Piece =.=

2009-10-28T20:23:00.000+08:00

last piece !!
me and mom wanted to buy shoe at Metro.
but both also last piece. sians.

MRT to hg mall to walkwalk also.
nothing caught my attention either.

feel like goin to METRO PARAGON to see.
lols
or maybe go tpy see.

aftn class tmr.
more time to sleep. wooo

watching show soon.
bye.

Happy!

2009-10-26T22:02:00.001+08:00

Bugis.
went with sis and mom like ard 4plus.
it was quite a last min decision.
haa
i only bought 2 things.
but pretty satisfied.

went off like 6plus
trained to pasir ris and meet dad there for dinner.

ah bin treated me and sis ice lemon tea !
i thought he was jus joking abt it. haa

ok. im happy today.
night

Happy Birthday, Dad!

2009-10-24T22:56:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, dad!
hope he is recovering. :)

we had our dinner out.
and the cake.
nicenice ~ almond cake. haa

going to hit the bed soon.
goodnights.

Muscles Ache

2009-10-21T22:20:00.001+08:00

having muscles ache today .. ahh

lessons was brought forward and ended early.
boring boring lessons.
felt so sleepy.
went to eat sushi with frens at clementi.

called mom to ask if she wanna go out since i ended sch early.
but she said she's meeting aunt at compass point.
so went there to meet them.
mom brought me to yoshinoya for lunch. lols
i ate whilst they chatted.
walk at cp.

then went to Diaso at rivervale mall .. & supermarket.
send aunt off to interchange ..

watched "Animal Night Dangerous Encounter" with mom & dad.
nice ~ and thrilling. - SNAKESSSSS.

p/s: seriously tired of those responses.

my doggie has been slping with me on my bed for the past 3 nite :)
very obedient .. soundly aslp .. in aircon ... haas

goodnite.

2009-10-20T22:04:00.001+08:00

NAPFA test today.
think i fail shuttle run and 2.4km
lols
so tired.
i need sleep !

NAPFA

2009-10-19T21:23:00.000+08:00

smth crop up at home ystd aftn.
scare me and my family.
we never witness such situation.
we were all in a fluster.
bleed. blood.
worried sick.
until now cant still cant forget the exact situation.

waking up early for tmr NAPFA.
sians.
duno how many donkey years nvr run nor exercise liao.
hah

very very tired.

Hay Dairies Goat Farm !

2009-10-17T01:09:00.000+08:00

wokeup as early as 7.30am this morning.
felt discomfort & ended vomiting -.-
kns ...

went to Hay Dairies Goat Farm today!
its a pity we cant feed them now.
sian ... only can see them from a distance.
bought 5 bottles of choco milk. nice ~

went Qian Hu to walk and see fishes.
big place.
got Koi feeding, turtle feeding, fish spa, longkang fish catching pond.
lively place.

then went over to the Farmart.
had lunch there and walk walk .. nth much. haa

their drinking tap = high tech. haha

waste water lo. so much water pour out.

Bored

2009-10-16T22:19:00.000+08:00

1st week of school is over.
only had 2 hours of lesson this morning ..
duno why the other one is cancel or wat.
heavy rain this morning.
hopefully it rain next tues ..
NAPFA ..... standing board jump ... 2.4km ... zzz
forgot when was the last time i exercise.
at 8am somemore -.-"

meet mom at compass point after school
had lunch tgt.
walk walk & bought ink cartridge. expensive lo.
price increase -.-"

fb with sis this aftn .. ahah.

sis insisted at going to zoo tmr.
but i think its pretty expensive for 6. uhmm..

feeling very sleepy ~ ah.

2009-10-13T21:02:00.000+08:00

2nd day of school today.
only 2 modules this sem.
first 2 day of school are pretty okay.
quite slack cos no textbook YET. hah..

tommy's coming to stay overnight today.
got to pack sch bag later.

night.

回头才发现你不在

2009-10-04T21:11:00.000+08:00

又来到这个港口
没有原因的拘留
我的心乘着斑剥的轻舟
寻找失落的沙洲

随时间的海浪漂流
我用力张开双手
拥抱那么多起起落落
想念的还是你望着我的眼波

我不是一定要你回来
只是当又一个人看海
回头才发现你不在
留下我迂回的徘徊
我不是一定要你回来
只是当又把回忆翻开
除了你之外的空白
还有谁能来教我爱

Happy Mid-Autumn !

2009-10-03T22:55:00.000+08:00

Happy Mid-Autumn !
unfortunately the atmosphere of the festival is so quiet
and it rained !
cannot play outdoor ..
only can eat mooncakes at home. haha

Today's dinner was on treat by Tommy !
cos he just got his pay few days back. hoohoo ~
went GIANT to walk walk.
then went COURTS.
mom and dad bought a new bed frame for me.
cos' the old one is going to collapsed anytime. lol
asked for the promoter .. and he say he will be going to take trolley for us.
waited for him like sooooo long and he didnt came back zzzz
dad carried the very heavy bed frame himself to the counter.
another promoter came over. asked me to go take trolley myself zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
lousy service lah. muz be no commission so dunwant provide us the service :@

dad is fixing the frame now.
lot of fixing to be done. too bad i cant be of any help. aha

haiz
time to watch show
night

To No Avail

2009-10-02T20:49:00.000+08:00

weekend is here again ~!
watching 小鱼儿与花无缺 this afternoon.
cos H.H.Koon kept asking me watch
claiming its v. super nice -.-

Dexter and Kenny came over to my house late in the aftn
cos he say he want to eat mooncakes.
in the end ........
they only ate afew slices -.-""

school is resuming on 12 oct.
lesson at 8am !
liew ~
so early .... zzzzzzz

" The more u learn, the more u know.
The more u know, the more u forget.
The more u forget, the less u know.
So why bother to learn ? "

i want to go outttttt!

Never There

2009-10-01T21:08:00.000+08:00

went for saltwater prawning ystd aftn
just me and mom
first time trying saltwater one.
definitely harder thn freshwater one -.-
dad came after work and had dinner tgt :)

anyway didnt sleep well last night
kept tossing. sigh
results' released today.
GPA still as lousy as ever. stupid GPA so hard to increase :@

had mooncake this aftn
so nice ~ heh heh
Raffles Hotel Snow-Skin moon cakes :D

so bored.
sis forgot her promise to me last nite! boo.

bah

2009-09-29T21:31:00.000+08:00

slept at 2am last night
and wokeup at 1.45pm today
lols
cousin and aunt came ystd to gift us the things they bought on their korea honeymoon

sat

went for 2nd ROM of cousin at Villa Raintree
sooo hot can.
perspiring while waiting ..
still prefer the 1st cousin ROM at changi T3. got aircon.
ahah

sun
acc mom to see doc
was sneezing away then the doc ask me to let him check -.-
ended up i myself also have to eat mec for having sensitive nose.

results will be out this thurs .. booohoo
this sem holiday has been good
3rd sis is bickering with me over silly things
hah
but its better thn silence in the house
cos bickering can add sparkles to life. ahahah
waiting for sis to mms me photo. duno if she has forgotten .. bah ~

寻寻觅觅在无声无息中消逝
总是找不到回忆找不到曾被遗忘的真实

一生一世的过去你一点一滴的遗弃
痛苦痛悲痛心痛恨痛失去你

也许分开不容易也许相亲相爱不可以
痛苦痛悲痛心痛恨痛失自己

情深缘浅不得意　你我也知道去珍惜
只好等在来生里再踏上彼此故事的开始

生生世世在无穷无尽的梦里
偶而翻起了日记翻起了你我之间的故事

一段一段的回忆回忆已经没有意义

此生不换

2009-09-25T22:37:00.001+08:00

sis bought doggie to see vet today
got diarrhea.
the veterinarian says feed her porridge and chicken breast meat ..
serious meh .. never heard before ... ahah

going to sleep earlier tonight
cos' got to wakeup early tmr for cousin ROM

记忆是条长线盘旋在天边
沉浮中以为情深缘浅
你再度出现我看见誓言
承诺在水天之间

回头看不曾走远依然目光此生不换
要分散不习惯怎么算都太难
分开之后更勇敢愿这爱世代相传

喝不完忘情泉不让你如烟
前尘再怀恋望剑如面
挥舞的瞬间别再闭上眼
错过惊世的依恋

回头看不曾走远眷恋一人流连忘返
多少汗够温暖你哭喊我呼唤
听清耳边的呢喃别害怕风轻云淡

HoneyMoon ~

2009-09-20T23:35:00.001+08:00

today wokeup abt 9plus

went to Crowne Plaza Hotel at changi T3 around 12.30pm
first time attending cousin ROM solemnization
the experience was good ..
haa
stayed abt 2 hour plus before leaving.

went to eat late lunch and then went prawning
heehe.

cousin's flying off soon now to korea for honeymoon.
i want the thousand year old ginseng .. thanks! lols
i want to go also leh ~~~~ ahahah

PH tmr. :D

当眼泪滑落的是句点

2009-09-18T21:51:00.000+08:00

ystd went cine cathay to watch the ugly truth with dexter.
aha funny lah the show

raining the whole day today
was caught in the rain while burning incense paper.
waited for hours downstairs -_-"

weekend is coming.
i guess this weekend will be rather busy and fun ..

沉默着走了有多遥远
抬起头蓦然间才发现
一直倒退倒退到原点
倔强坚持对抗时间

说好了的永远断了线
期许了不变的却都已改变
紧闭双眼才能看的见
那些曾经温暖鲜艳过的画面

渐渐地忘记赶不上明天
只要用力地抓紧了想念
明天再也没有你的笑脸
渐渐地忘记忘记了时间
我只要沿着记忆的路线
到最深处纵然那只是瞬间

当眼泪滑落的是句点
心里面始终你从没有走远
耳边誓言还在回旋
我会好好珍惜没有你的明天

渐渐地忘记赶不上明天
只要用力地抓紧了想念
明天再也没有你的笑脸
渐渐地忘记忘记了时间
我只要沿着记忆的路线
到最深处纵然那只是瞬间

2009-09-16T20:32:00.000+08:00

wokeup at 9plus today
earliest time since hols started
went bugis street today
nice time to shop and see
cos not very crowded and not squeezy ..
only bought 1 top and 1 shorts. ahah
went to the temple at shi ma lu also.

hah
going to watch 仙剑奇侠传3 ~

Tampines 1

2009-09-14T21:56:00.000+08:00

went to Tampines 1 today
finally went there for the first time.
but hafent finished walking .. haa
dad came and fetch us
then went dinner

uhmm
20th sept is approaching soon. bah ~

黑夜心碎的声音好清晰
只是一条旧项链
惹你妒忌
但谁能够完美
谁能没有过去
记得吗我说过我爱你
如果还不够
我无能为力
慌乱城市盲目爱情
真真假假虚虚实实
你我爱得多么小心
曾听过多少誓言
相信过多少谎言
到最后还是进退失据
那些故事那段曾经
明明白白清清楚楚
我的现在只属于你
心头的点点滴滴
沉默的千言万语
真情得来不易
你我都该珍惜

boo

2009-09-12T20:57:00.000+08:00

decided to stop using Tsubaki shampoo today ..
and change back to the previous one.
Tsubaki is not suitable for me, unfortunately.

used it for the previous 2 days
and it freaked me out.
drop many strands of hair.
everytime comb hair will drop alot.
see and drop until scared.
can become botak if continue using.

一条路有多少分岔口
走呀走就不能再回头
痛哭过因为执着
依依不舍那又如何
一棵树长多高才足够
风雨中有过多少惶恐
叶凋落也曾结果
花开花谢只为活过
感动的最初曾经的幸福
尽管我苦苦的追逐
再也找不回来时路
所谓的永久放下无助换自由
回忆埋在心最深处
种一颗会发芽的祝福

Holidays' Good !

2009-09-11T22:49:00.000+08:00

actually wanted to go out today
but changed mind last min
abit lazy hah
k. i shall go out tmr ! =)

might be going out to sea on boat on sunday
heh heh
but still unconfirm yet.

疲倦划不过桌前一座山滑鼠滑不出我困扰
爱不是档案一按就删掉苦着对空气瞎微笑
每天来报到灵魂却闪掉一颗空荡荡的大脑
难过就涂鸦流泪就睡觉打卡就打到分手那一秒

过热的电脑就得关掉记忆会跟着糊掉
越吵问题越大聪明的懂得装傻
偶尔把心情对调把烦恼都放掉
因为能体谅所以能原谅
无奈笑过就好

EXAMS finally over !!!

2009-09-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

EXAMS are over ystd.
and holidays starts now!
like finally.
next thing to worry is the results. but nvm for now

hafent been able to get enough sleep last 4 days.
bah
went TPY with the gals after the last paper and lunch.
out with family for dinner
and then we went for midnight prawning.
dunno the prawns all sleeping or wat kns.
the count was pretty atrocious. booo ~

slept at ard 3am last night.
went out to rivervale mall witih mom and sis this aftn for shopping
ahah.

supa tired

2009-09-03T21:00:00.000+08:00

wokeup as early as 5am plus to abt 6 am in the morning!
had breakfast and dad drove and drop me down at punggol mrt
thn drove sis to school.

so, we went to pasir leba camp army open house
the galleries are cool in some ways.
but the best are the warzone show and the demo at the parade.
was sooooo tired and sleepy that i kept yawning
especially with the scorching sun
so lack of sleep!
eyelids felt so heavy

had lunch tgt and went home.
napnapnap
no mood to study today
going to have a good long slp tonight

也许我还记得你我也许把你忘记

2009-09-02T21:48:00.000+08:00

liew ~
tmr muz wakeup like abt 5 AM in the MORNING lah.
for the ARMY OPEN HOUSE
what only ...
need so early go one meh.
sian

当我死去的时候亲爱
你别为我唱悲伤的歌
我坟上不必安插蔷薇
也无需浓荫的柏树
让盖着我的青青的草歌
淋着雨也沾着露珠
假如你愿意请记着我
要是你甘心忘了我
在悠久的坟墓中迷惘
阳光不升起也不消翳
我也许也许我还记得你
我也许把你忘记

我再见不到地面的青荫
觉不到雨露的甜蜜
我再听不到夜莺的歌喉
在黑夜里倾吐悲啼
在悠久的坟墓中迷惘
阳光不升起也不消翳

somehow i like this song
cos' it touched me.
the music's too saddening.

sleeping early tonight!
nitey!

EXAMS ?!

2009-08-31T22:02:00.003+08:00

finally went salon today
waited for like 1 hour for my turn -_-

ahhh
shiet shiet shiet !
i thought i still got 1 more next week to study for exam
only to realise today that next week is exam liao !
ahhhhh lah.
bahhhhhhh

sians.
dun feel like studying !
but will force myself to try and study tmr lah.

duno how the management plans the date for exam lah
all the module so many chapters ..
then consequtive days.
zzz

tmr is holidays !
going to sleep until noon and try study :(
goodnighty !

"UP"

2009-08-28T23:30:00.000+08:00

waited for tommy to reach this morning
then went down with 2nd sis and tommy to meet parents for breakfast
was kinda late .. hence cannot take back punggol ..
stood all the way to school.
sis and tommy alight earlier thn me for work.

went cine to watch the movie "UP" with xin en and zhongda after school.
actually last week wanted to watch but postpone until today
ahah
ok lah the show quite funny.
but dun have so touching as mention leh .. cos nvr drop tears
hahah

mom jus paste plaster for me. =)
knee have been pain for sometimes.
esp when sitting in mrt.
i wonder isit rheumatism ??
or isit cos i fell and hurt before. ahah
aiya nvm .. who cares.

its so cooling tonight
nice time to sleep ! =)

我们都有错

2009-08-25T22:42:00.000+08:00

我们是不是变得太懦弱
该面对的时候掉头就走
我们坚持什么要的是什么
为何烙了一身伤口
我们是不是变得太薄弱
该解救的时候却一再沉沦
本来相濡以沫却变成寂寞
我们都有错

我们是不是变得太执着
该快乐的时候铐上枷锁
像夜行的班车我们各奔西东
安静的消失在夜空
假如分开会是一种解脱
为何直到现在还不断回头
本来相濡以沫却变成寂寞
我们都有错

laughs`

2009-08-20T22:01:00.001+08:00

laughs`.

laughing away during lunch time today
so weird YET entertaining.
never ever heard of such things in my life .. haa

someone called me today while i was on MRT back home.
i cant exactly hear what he said cos' MRT is noisy
i heard something like ... chosen me ...
for 4 days 3 nights trip to dunno where .. quite afew places.
to spend time with ur family.
blabla
just have to attend and see their presentation or smth.
he say he will help me book appt for the presentation .. see if i want tmr or sat.

was thinking inside me
" Are u trying to con me or smth ? "
hahah ... whatever ...
sounds appealing rite
BUT
there's no free lunch in this world, anyway.

saw my mom, sis, sis fren and tommy burning incense jus now.
help them out also.
reached home only, heavy downpour. haa lucky rite ..

tmr is FRIDAY! =)

我想你已表现的非常明白我懂我也知道你没有舍不得

2009-08-19T22:39:00.000+08:00

weekends is here soon
school's kinda boring
exam's in appx 2 weeks + time.
hafent got the exact date for the respective module
&
hafent touched any books. haa
sian

我知道了
我发现了‘
我感觉了
我明白了
希望我领悟到的都没错 (至少现在是)

我是真的为你哭了

2009-08-14T21:28:00.001+08:00

accompany my parents to see doc and get report today
finally smth off their mind and mine.
went to eat kfc with them cos the clinic Q is expected to wait 2 hours.
thn went to buy slippers hah.

we are more or lest free at last.
projectSSS finally over.
presentation also over ystd.
okay, now left the reports to send sponsor.
gals, pls put the report tgt and send me asap!
thanks

wore formal wear for ppt ystd.
first time wear until so formal ok.
last time work only wear casual formal lor. haa

took some pictures tgt cos everyone was so excited in formal wear
haha

steamboat dinner with the gals last fri ! =)

DOTA with zhongda, soon keong, and peiqi last night.
muz relaz abit after all the stress from projects! haa

feel like watching the movie "UP"
who wants to watch? hah

其实我不想对你恋恋不舍
但什么让我辗转反侧

劝自己要放手, 闭上眼睛让你走 ...

2009-08-11T23:36:00.000+08:00

你给了甜蜜又保持距离
而你潇洒来去玩爱情游戏
我一天天失去勇气
偏偏难又难忘记

Happy 44th Birthday, SINGAPORE !

2009-08-09T23:49:00.003+08:00

Hi All.

Happy 44th Birthday, Singapore!

im back.
last fri went shopping with the gals after the school celebrations.
went quite a number of place ..
lots of walking.
went to eat steamboat tgt at bugis for dinner.
then after, went shopping again before going home.

Today, i learnt how to play GuZheng from sis!
so fun! hah .. going to learn more from her if i got time :)
went to watch fireworks just now!
dunno what time isit ..
so abt 7plus drive to the floating platform already ...
drive until west coast cos hafent start ..
then make a detour back there ..
jam there already
halfway the fireworks start liao lo.
didnt manage to really watch it ..
cos was jam quite at the back
with trees blocking -_-
but it's still nice!

Last day to play tmr.
formal presentation next week!
sigh.
need to go down polyclinic one of the day.

你确定这就是爱吗真的爱我吗
手牵著手漫步斜阳就当作浪漫
两个人眺望远方以为爱的晴朗
当我回头望却已泪湿了眼眶

当夕阳变成星光当爱情换了方向
你一如过往对爱太紧张
但未来又会怎样
未知的明天总让我旁徨
谁给我力量

我不怕你爱不爱我
只害怕你以为爱我
抓紧我不算拥有你总学不会放手
我不怕你不懂爱我
只怕你把习惯当作爱
你猜不透我要什麼 ...

no changes pls.

2009-08-03T22:13:00.000+08:00

yesterday met pohsuan, darren and zhongda at orchard ..
i reached quite late .. cos got some thing to settle first ..
uhm .. i thought i saw karthi from far
but they say he didnt came .. i guess my eye is too tired or smth haa

went to the NIKE shop tgt
wanted to change the jacket size
but then the size OOS ..
yeah .. so went G2000 to see formal clothes
they help me too choose while i go and try it on ..
haa tried it on and show them to hear their opinion ..
but afterall, i still made my final decision.
got the top and bottom for a slightly cheaper price cos pohsuan got the card.
thanks eh :)

then went dinner with them
very crowded and hard to find seats.
ate a little. the food there expensive lo ...
left tgt after that
went to meet family to eat dinner again haa

slept quite late ystd
cos' dad was like very in pain .. and kept tossing in bed ..
got us real worried. so didnt slept well .. pondering over alot of things.
came to realise some things ..
hence, was quite late for school today

going to watch a show now before going to sleep
tired ..
goodnight.

Busy Busy

2009-08-01T02:25:00.001+08:00

auntie and cousin + her bf came today
gave us an invitation card to her engagement thingy
for the particular month
have to attend 2 engagement
1 week after another
~_~

meeting working fren tmr
to change the size of jacket they gift me
and buy formal clothes :)
but gonna acc mom to see doc tmr first.

off to sleep
night

photos to share

2009-07-30T21:33:00.003+08:00

wokeup early like 6plus today lor
had a mere 6 hours of sleep.
so tired ..
wokeup earlier to prepare but im still late :D
so we went Harbour front park to attend other ppl event.
liew ~ like climbing hill like that. so draining and tiring lor
distance for 1 station is like dunno walking how many miles.
climbing, walking .. playing ...
so strenuous !!
but had a fun time with peiqi, xin en and Mr.Henry (my group members)
wakaka

look at the stretch of road ahead we have to walk .. liew ~~~~

nice view from the park

walk until sian ...

resting while waiting for our group turn

my god. we climbed up all these lor ...

k. this bridge is supeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeer long distant ok! -.-

woo ~ class photo before we leave.

bunny ear for u, Mr Henry! ;p

some photos during the BBQ with ex colleagues ;)

same department colleagues.

show card!

drink more ba! whoever kena this cup of liquor. hahaha

okay. i think i sure cant wakeup tmr morning
going to be late for lesson again !!
leg's kinda sour now .. booo

2009-07-27T23:00:00.002+08:00

sleepy ah ~
went BBQ with ex colleague on saturday.
went to have dinner with family first ..
then dad drove me there.
they cycle there to meet me and cycle me back
hah
went back to meet the rest
thn take more bike
the 6 of us went cycle to the end .. hah

went back to the pit and ate after which
blabla ..
their card game with the forfeit of drinking liquor is sooo exciting
lol alot of screaming and laughters =D

they went to buy more beer .. tried to wait for them to return
but too long already ..
so left .. cos family was there already .. haha
the santa 6 gave me a belated present also.
thanks =) had fun.

sunday
acc mom to see doc
kinda worried.
next week muz go back again
hope there's no changes in life.

early dismissal tmr =D

Need to de-stress !!

2009-07-24T20:42:00.005+08:00

Event finally finished ..
abit confusing .. but we tried ..
haa
right arm is suffering from aching
from all the carrying of heavy things today lah sian
anyway,
so now ...
gotta do OA report by tonight ...
else no time.
going to relax over this weekends from all the stress.

had a good laugh today on the way to Jurong Point for lunch with friends today.
laughed until tears come out can.
so hilarious lol
good way to de-stress :p
cant seem to get the video from xw in msn
error in transfer ... i wonder why ...

For charity:
Helping to drive awareness of a little gal age 4, Charmaine who has been cruelly diagnosed with Neuroblastoma. As she is in the 4th stage of her illness, Her chances of survival are slim (10-20%) if she remains in Singapore for treatment. But with treatment in the U.S., it will increase up to 40-50%.The cost of this treatment is high though, with the initial deposit coming up to $500,000 SGD.

yeah, so if u wanna help, u can make a donation. However small ur donation might be, it will also make a difference.
For more information, pls visit http://www.nuffnang.com.sg/forcharmaine
This fundraising campaign would run for a period of two months from 23rd July to 24th September 2009.

okay off to do report now bye

whatever

2009-07-23T22:56:00.001+08:00

our evm event is tmr!
kinda anxious and worried.
worried about the number of classmates turning up.
hope that majority of them will turn up

took AL today and went down to find our sponsor
collect all the things
then we went J8 to buy all the ingredients and materials
then went to discuss and confirm everything again.

took the circle line back home
so much convenient and not much ppl !

liew ~
piles of projs, stress, lack of sleep causing stm in me ..
whatever .. u dunno ..

too many things to do .. too little time to do and rest ... sigh

2009-07-17T23:41:00.004+08:00

weekend's is here!
finally
past few days have been so hectic and seriously tired.
like finally done with 1 projects.
didnt really get to celebrate my birthday also.
but its ok ..
at least dad bought me a cake ystd .. hah ...
thanks to the 3 gals & tevin for the HUGE soft toy
and i had to carry it all the way from west to east side -.- haha
&&
sis and Tommy bought this prezzie for me :D

played with him everyday when i reached home hah

turning in soon,
eyes cannot take it already
nightnight

Hate the way u talk !

2009-07-13T23:19:00.004+08:00

yay!
halfway done le!
sacrifice my family day ystd
went to have breakfast cum lunch tgt first
then brought my dog to see vet
quite afew Q before us.
the veterinary guy very friendly
anyway, just take 3 mec and 1 vaccine cost $98 can!
my mom gave me $100 .. i still ask why give me so much
dang ~
anyway after that
went to buy somethings with them at kovan
thn dad drop me off at the mrt stat

meet peiqi at cityhall
thn we went to walk around raffles city while waiting for gengfai
in the end me and peiqi have to tickam our way to esplanade to find him
booo
then we took cab to singapore flyer
1st time going there ...
waited for peiqi to do her part
thn we cab down to marina
did my videos there.
marina got nice scenery! esp at night.
so breezy and relaxing. =)
do until 10plus ..
then went chinatown with peiqi to eat dinner
only reach home at 12pm!! tiring

quite late for class today lor! haha
after lesson we went bugis.
happen to see zhongda!
kinda shock. so qiao. quite long nvr see him
run into him afew times there
thn ask him help us take group photo =)

after that we went for dinner
and also do videos.
eat until so full lor. too bloated to even walk. hah
reach home at 10 today
slightly earlier .. but also tiring from the sun and walking

1 more proj to headache abt.

Proj

2009-07-10T02:36:00.000+08:00

didnt have a proper slp last night
cos today having OA paper lah
totally no mood to study
hence didnt prepare well also

wokeup earlier today
but i still end up reaching at 10:00
thought i was late. hah

after paper we went clementi to have lunch
and then went back school again
was looking for teacher to have the key to a comp lab
stayed there until like 5plus
researching and discussing how to do the video

was planning to go down bugis
but in the end we went for dinner
haha so geng fai left first.
walk from cityhall to suntec
had our dinner at sakae ..
eat until so bloated

left to meet family after that
while xin en was rushing back to meet bf

so tired
finally can slp later tmr.

meeting up on sun to do proj again :(

Tiresome

2009-07-07T20:46:00.002+08:00

2nd day back in school
this few weeks will be quite busy and rushing
cos the due of projects are coming.

had a headache jus now.
sighs

FATIGUE
will try to sleep earlier tonight

In lonely hours, the tears devour you -

Depressed and Moody

3 events

unsatisfied!

乌云遮蔽了天空

Hectic Poly Life

NYP SBM Orientation

Busy like Bee

No Pain No Gain

Sentosa Uderwater World + Dolphin Lagoon !

Wisdom Tooth =.=

wish me good luck !

Last Lap

Dumb

想念最伤心 但却最动心 的记忆

No Pain No Gain ?

more time needed !

Fun Fair!

poly application

shopping

我已经跟不上你的步伐

Feverish

恨安定愛變化

我不会爱

Deprivef of Sleep

Pics

Singapore Flyer

i need sleep !

Projs and Proj

SUDOKU

Cirque Du Freak:The Vampire's Assistant

痛都会走的

School Resume

ECP

Happy 2010 !

Those Good Old Times ~

steamboat

Zombieland

CHILLI CRABS !!

Router

Happenings at Vivo

Mug

Everythings' Fine

Long Weekend

Time for Serious Business

Gone

Joke of the Day

Joke of the Day

Life's Good

wedding invitation card

Busy Busy

Last Piece =.=

Happy!

Happy Birthday, Dad!

Muscles Ache

NAPFA

Hay Dairies Goat Farm !

Bored

回头才发现你不在

Happy Mid-Autumn !

To No Avail

Never There

bah

此生不换

HoneyMoon ~

当眼泪 滑落的 是句点

Tampines 1

boo

Holidays' Good !

EXAMS finally over !!!

supa tired

也许我还记得你 我也许把你忘记

EXAMS ?!

"UP"

我们都有错

laughs`

我想你已表现的非常明白 我懂我也知道你没有舍不得

我是真的为你 哭了

劝自己要放手, 闭上眼睛让你走 ...

Happy 44th Birthday, SINGAPORE !

想念最伤心但却最动心的记忆

当眼泪滑落的是句点

也许我还记得你我也许把你忘记

我想你已表现的非常明白我懂我也知道你没有舍不得

我是真的为你哭了